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"View From Heaven"

i’m just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
it just aint the same without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can’t help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can’t believe you’re gone
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we’ll make it through one more year
down here

feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin’ me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
i wish that i had gone up with you too
and i’m sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we’ll make it through one more year
down here

you wont be comin’ back
and i didn’t get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say goodbye
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we’ll make it through one more year
i hope that all is well in heaven
cause it’s all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cause i’m so…
lost without you down here
you wont be coming back
and i didn’t get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say "goodbye"

I’ll miss you Dad… Wait for me… he he he =’w'=

She: Tell me , why has life become COMPLICATED
now?

God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. ANALYSIS is
what makes it complicated.

You: Why are we then constantly unhappy?

God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried
about yesterday. You are worrying because you
are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit.
That’s why you are not happy.

She: But how can we not WORRY when there is so
much uncertainty?

God:UNCERTAINTY is inevitable, but worrying is
OPTIONAL.

She: But then, there is so much PAIN due to
uncertainty.

God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

She: If suffering is optional, why do good people
always suffer?

God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction.
Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people
go through trials, but don’t suffer. With that
experience their life become BETTER not bitter.

She: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard
teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons
afterwards.

She: But still, why should we go through such
tests? Why can’t we be FREE from problems?

God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks,
Offering Beneficial Lessons to Enhance Mental
Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and
endurance, not when you are free from problems.

She: Frankly, in the midst of so many problems,
we
don’t know where we are HEADING.

God: If you look outside you will not
know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking
outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken.
Eyes provide sight. Heart provides INSIGHT.

She: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to
hurt more than moving in the right direction. What
should I do?

God : Success is a measure as decided by others.
SATISFACTION is a measure as decided by you.
Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than
knowing you rode ahead. You work with the
compass. Let others work with the clock.

She: In tough times, how do you stay MOTIVATED?

God: Always look at how far you have come rather
than how far you have to go. Always count your
blessings, not what you are missing.

She: What surprises you about people?

God: When they suffer they ask, "Why me?" When
they prosper, they never ask "WHY ME?" Everyone
wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to
be on the side of the truth.

She: Sometimes I ask, "Who am I? Why am I
here?" I can’t get the answer.

God: Seek not to find who you are, but to
determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a
purpose as to why you are here.Create it.Life is
not a process of discovery but a process of
creation.

She: How can I get the best out of life?

God: Face your PAST without regret. Handle your
present with confidence. Prepare for the future
without fear.

Words are incompetent in my favorite place…
Its where I resign from this world that acquaints language with deception…
All thoughts rush within the speed of light…
No play-safe judgements, two-faced opinions, hypocrisy…
No deceit, or pretenses…
Clear, transparent, ocean…
Broad, unfathomable…
Though at times, I also despise that place…
I get  drawn to it inadvertently…
Words have forsaken me when it was necessary to get involved…
Nothing is left but waves of thoughts…
Its all I have right now…
They lack courage to flee this mind and give birth to action, which leads to habit, that gives way to a character, and finally makes destiny…
Coward.
…
He was late.
If only he reached out earlier…

An excerpt from the book “The Notebook” 

A Winter for Two

…The sky was slowly changing color, and as I was watching the sun go down, I remember thinking about that brief, flickering moment when day suddenly turns into night.

        Dusk, I realized then, is just an illusion, because the sun is either above the horizon or below it. And that means that day and night are linked in a way that few things are; there cannot be one without the other, yet they cannot exist at the same time… to be always together yet forever apart?…

-         From this I think I found the words that I have long been trying to make out of from the complexity of my mind. There’s been too many words too many questions. I pride myself for I am able to love, even if it means not to be with him. He’ll be in my heart, where my most deepest and sincerest feelings are placed…where I am most vulnerable to pain. I’ll love him there, on my own, as the song goes. But I know, it can be an illusion…treacherous and deceitful. We cannot be together, for this time, or so.. Who knows?   Though, this I am sure - he can’t discern any of these things or feelings, for he doesn’t know… there’s no need, and I am contented of it. For happiness, is a strong word linked with contentment…    Yes I am content to be together yet apart…

WILLIAM BLAKE

Never seek to tell thy love,
Love that never told can be;
For the gentle wind does move
Silently, invisibly..

To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour..

Do you remember how simple things make you smile sometimes?

They sound so trivial for some people but to you it means a lot…or a matter of factly, it means the world.

I can get happy in the most simplest things,

Do you remember when :

- you worked overnight and did not get to sleep for 3 straight days

just to finish a report? Guess what you surprisingly got an A.

- you were craving for some rare delicacy and when you got home it was there in your plate.

- One sunny hot day you’re walking on your way to school, when suddenly the weather changes to a cool summer breeze.

I guess I tend to blow up things in an exaggerated perspective,

but hey, I have a point right?

                                  VINCENT
                       Actually, there’s something I’ve
                       wanted to ask you about, but you
                       seem like a nice person, and I
                       didn’t want to offend you.

                                  MIA
                       Oooohhhh, this doesn’t sound like
                       mindless, boring, getting-to-know-
                       you chit-chat.  This sounds like
                       you actually have something to say.

                                  VINCENT
                       Only if you promise not to get
                       offended.

                                  MIA
                       You can’t promise something like
                       that.  I have no idea what you’re
                       gonna ask.  You could ask me what
                       you’re gonna ask me, and my natural
                       response could be to be offended.
                       Then, through no fault of my own, I
                       woulda broken my promise.

                                  VINCENT
                       Then let’s just forget it.

                                  MIA
                       That is an impossibility.  Trying
                       to forget anything as intriguing as
                       this would be an exercise in
                       futility.

                                  VINCENT
                       Is that a fact?

        Mia nods her head: "Yes."

                                  MIA
                       Besides, it’s more exciting when
                       you don’t have permission.

- from Pulp Fiction, by Quentin Tarantino =^^=

haha i miss my ICHI…ichi is or shud I say was my beloved friend. She was there for me whenever I can’t sleep. haha. We had many happy memories..until…until…she got preggy. my mom sent her away.. (sob sniff sniff hikbi)….

Then the first of an uncomfortable silence happens.

MIA

Don’t you hate that?

VINCENT

What?

MIA

Uncomfortable silences. Why do we

feel it’s necessary to yak about

(bleep) in order to be

comfortable?

VINCENT

I don’t know.

MIA

That’s when you know you found

somebody special. When you can

just (bleep) the (bleep) up for a minute,

and comfortably share silence.

VINCENT

I don’t think we’re there yet. But

don’t feel bad, we just met each

other.

MIA

Well I’ll tell you what, I’ll go to

the bathroom and powder my nose,

while you sit here and think of

something to say.

VINCENT

I’ll do that.

-Pulp Fiction.. GOOD movie. I love Quentin T. sorry guyz i forgot to edit my earlier post.

Actually Pulp Fiction was recorded as the movie with the most number of…hehe…’badwords’… =^^=

I did not know what to say, my mouth
had no way
with names
my eyes were blind,
and something started in my soul,
fever or forgotten wings,
and I made my own way,
deciphering
that fire
and I wrote the first faint line,
faint, without substance, pure
nonsense,
pure wisdom
of someone who knows nothing,
and suddenly I saw
the heavens
unfastened
and open,
planets,
palpitating planations,
shadow perforated,
riddled
with arrows, fire and flowers,
the winding night, the universe.